"#LOST: Finding A Way"

Verse 1:
Sometimes I feel like a motherless child
But factually, I'm a fatherless child, too much that bothers me now
Well fuck that shit, this speech is sodomy now
Wit' anger internalized, still hard calmin' me down
The beast within awaketh, heard the call of the wild
Had to come in raw, too many faulty an' mild
Before one walks, yo, he must crawl like a child
Wit' crabs in a cesspool, how you crawl out the bile?
Trials an' tribulations, both altered my smile
12 years of preparation, how I altered my style
You can take any road, but can't alter the miles
You'll get there when you get there -- keep walkin' it, pal
But me? Heh... still lost in the crowd
Deadass, like Nicki's donk wit' rigor mortis, flossin' a shroud
Uhn, life's a bitch, took my heart just to toss it around
Hopefully get it back, 'fore I'm tossed in the ground

Chorus(x1):
Ooooh hey, a ooooh
I'm trying to decide
Which way to go
I think I made a wrong turn back there somewhere
Ooooh hey, a ooooh
I'm trying to decide
Which way to go
I think I made a wrong turn back there, back there, back there...

Verse 2:
If one decides to go mainstream an' chase the limelight
Fools'll call him a sell-out, right? (True)
If he doesn't follow his heart, he'll see in hindsight
He's wasted valuable time, appeasin' those who spite (True)
Their faces, by carvin' off, their own proboscis
Dudes got a way to get out, but rather act obnoxious
So why allow those wit' no grip, to continuously
Pull you down into stagnation? Seriously...
I thought the mission was to get it, live it to the fullest
Not dwellin' in perdition, ignant, clenchin' on a bullet
Debatin' whether not to let go, end it now
Almost faintin', starvin' in the ghetto, empty mouth
The older I get, still can't figure out
Why niggaz wouldn't want at least one hit on the radio
An' it ain't even gotta be a Drake-type tune
I mean, Kendrick been on it, gon' make that move
Fa'real...

Chorus(x1)

Outro:
Didn't cha know, didn't cha know
Tried to move, but I lost my way
Didn't cha know, didn't cha know
Stopped to watch my emotions sway
Didn't cha know, didn't cha know
Knew the toll, but I would not pay
Didn't cha know, didn't cha know
Cause you never know where the cards may lay