‘DEAD SERIOUS ('DEAD RIGHT NOW' FreetheStyleMIX)’

Verse:
Used to look at you, wit' admiration, arms wide, heart full of love
Saw the light, learned the truth, took my sight, so uncouth
Was down for you, rode for you, through the hail an' the acid rain
Our sunshine was gon' come soon, monsoons just brief pain
But nowadays? That's no more, {-} 'bout my biz like a dot gov
Push came to shove, you defenestrated, –thrown away, feel humiliated
Apologies can never mitigate it, yo' dark soul been illuminated
{-} Opened doors, no obscurin'– you love to lie, find it so allurin'
(WAS!) –dead serious 'bout a future together, now it's a future for two bein' severed
Still wish you the best in yo' future endeavors; –speak on my best? You shouldn't measure
{-} King shit against the pauper type, beast mode against awful nice
Infatuation just flawed hype, me spit game? Colossal tripe
{-} After me? Not official, all fishy like sturgeon an' trout
Or gilt-head, no guilt trip, won't feel bad, no burnin' without
–No longer yearnin', I'm findin' my peace; tranquility I am findin' in beats
Baby, I'm straight, won't find you a crease; only them seams when I'm rhymin' that heat
{-} Sewed it up, flowin' freely, found my groove like a chamfer
Guhl, I'm a champ like Ali, no follies, just answers
{-} You sore like a chancre, tryna hold me down like a anchor
Feel just like a chigger at my ankles, why be comin' at me wit' that rancor? Huh?
{-} You left me, I didn't leave you; our love died, I can't grieve too?
Said you needed me, I believed you, buncha yack/yak like that weave, boo
Against the wall where my back is, bricks bruisin' my shoulder blades
Quick moves an' I fold in pain; a Gordian knot, who holds the blade?
Takes a while for these woes to fade, {-} but I'm still gon' locomote
All heart when the flows get wrote; stickin' to – what floats my boat
See one monkey? Never stop shit; {-} bring chaos to the jungle
All loud, no humble; I'm a leukocyte an' you fungal