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‘The Release’
Chorus(×2):
Upon my page,
and while the wind blows
I open my arms,
and just let them go
Verse 1:
Back in it, fully focused, –body the track
This– grizzle be my life, I embody the knack
E'ry dude that got on, been quasi an' lack
But NFE coordinated like that Benghazi attack
Bring that cocky shit back, I– do it 'til they sick of me
Hotter than a phoenix, hella gravy like fricassee
{–} Still ain't my time to claim victory
But I will; earth still rotatin' like rotisserie
{-} This my season, no hickory, or dickory dock
E'ry reason to get it to the tick of the clock
{-} The game been sewed plus equipped wit' a lock
Witty like The Wu, kid I keep them quips up in stock
A wolf in sheep-wear, rove in a carnivorous flock
I be humble an' quiet, but– ready to ravage
Still savage, –heart in e'ry passage
Wrestlin' wit' stress, pin it in a small package
Chorus(×2)
Verse 2:
This all about release, throw this beast in therapy
Open my soul, let the beat carry me
Upon my page, where the sheets ferry me
To another plane, different train of thought, merrily
{-} Be droppin' them songs, steady jottin' my thoughts
Emotions leap from my tongue, slow crawl to a walk
Words start to talk, take on a life of their own
I can feel the heartbeat through the mic-a-rophone
An' what I write off my dome? Sorta like a novella
'Companied by a beat, sometimes a capella
Goin' over ya head like a black hole or nebula
Taste subjective, but a taste of me? Not regular
Build wit'– lyrical vernacular
Preachin' to the secular, givin' 'em nothin' short of spectacular
Bars that'll tackle ya to show you where I come from
Fuck what ya heard wit' sperm dabbin' on ya eardrum
I'm ill...
Chorus(×4)
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‘The Stars (On Chill)’
Hook(x2):
Since a youngin', been attracted to money, women an' fast cars
{-} Pro'lly find mention of 'em in my last bars
Summer night, I be lost in the stars
Laid back, on chill, just lookin' because
Verse 1:
In a mood, instrumentals blarin', brainstormin'
I feel it in the air, comin' on, storm-warnin'
I be dreamin' - of e'rything I want an' don't have
An' how it seems sometimes this shit– right in my grasp
Thinkin' back on years past, come far as a artist
Nigga 33 now, still ain't hittin' my targets
Despite that, won't quit, just– focus on the get-back
Ignorin' hunger pangs an' all that comes wit' that
Disgruntled from them setbacks, still won't let my stride halt
Keep it movin' forward {-} 'til the day I ride off
Or– pull up on you fools in a Bugatti Veyron
Roll down the window, chunk the deuce, then head on
All about gettin' a chance to shit on– anybody
That's ever shitted on me, put that envy in they body
Walkin' in the light of God, turn– blessings into power
Anybody hatin'? E'rything you touch'll sour
Hook(x2)
Verse 2:
Once had a love, {-} I would've gave the world to
But she let a nigga go, turned my whole world blue
That was– a year ago, an' I'm still tryna heal
I'm the one who fucked up, yo, let me keep it real
Should've noticed the signs of– depression an' disinterest
Stuck a pin it, mo'– board/bored than Pinterest
Who could blame her? I'm a bum, not a penny to my name
Just– audacity, ambitious goals an' game
Ironic– wantin' fame, all the while scared to be social
Never walk it like I talk it, but ain't scared to be boastful
Never scared to be vocal, it's– mainly why I rap
Not a hustler or a grinder, but I'm sick of table scraps
So I aim to do better, speak life into greatness
Show 'er I can be a man, to wayside wit' my hatred
But the– reality I'm faced wit' is showin' me
She is never comin' back; futility done totaled me, c'mon
Hook(x2)
Verse 3:
Listen close, hear my heartbeat thumpin' in time
Wit' the bassline an' snare, script a lump from my mind
Pure gold, that's all I got, am an' can be
Ingenuity, precision, my genius comes fluidly
Fluently– speak manifestation, goals feel like fellation
Big nuts bound to bust, rock-solid, never deflation
Empire Under Construction, –a fruitful foundation
For the inbound an' patient, youthful sound-sation
Crucial salvation, {-} delivered in the nick of time
Penny for ya' thoughts, two dimes an' nickel rhyme
My work means so much, sometimes you slip my mind
Don't mean you ain't important, just mean that I slipped behind
You my life an' my love, do anything to prove it all
Do it gargantuan, others do it small
{-} I'm good for it if you need one true to call
Tell the haters I'ma see 'em in Hell/inhale, no Albuterol
Hook(x4)
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‘Still Dreamin': The Sequel’
Hook(×2):
Still wanna ride, just slide all slow
Through my city, hella stuntin', bass kickin': let it blow
I– feen for the gold an' the glamour, hear it screamin'
Wake up to reality: sad I'm still dreamin'
Verse 1:
{–} Ya' now tuned –into my Bluff City poetry
Purple haze of pleasure, same– high level of potency
NFE is in it, on it, workin' like I'm 'posed to be
Hopefully I make it pop off globally from locally
Took a oath, no office; –did it on the coldest beats
Found me a niche, –lampin' in it, cozily
Felt there was no hope for me, things failed socially
Now I'm at they neck, terror threat; can't help but notice me
Like I'm on a watchlist, peepin' 'cause I pop shit
Creep like Special Op shit, they pray that I botch this
+Superficial+ figures, –always tryna +scotch+ plans
Solid ground this time, nirvana where the watch lands
Heeeey– ain't nada gon' stop my work
Claimin' e'rything I want, 'bout mine like a merc
Success will be so, see it on the horiz'
Just gotta stop dreamin', c'mon open ya' eyes
Hook(×2)
Verse 2:
{–} Crave the love, but I'm workin' towards power
Toilin' after-hours, {-} pressure applied 'til they sour
Moods all dour {-} for them hothouse flowers
'Cause I go against the grain 'til it's all wheat flour
That's how you make the dough, now– watch for the leavenin'
My growth here? Deafenin'; I just keep developin'
Mind's like a settlement, but I– move like a vagrant
Ooze out the blatant, offensive an' flagrant
Love to walk around like my shit is sweet an' fragrant
Confidence a fragrance, Legend in the Making
It's all for the takin', never in to fuck around
Seatbelt's how I buckle down, a pool full of luck to drown–
In; resuscitate once I– hit achievements
Kill the game, leave contemporaries in bereavement
{–} 'Cause I ain't here to appease them
I leave them wit' the hate of which they perceive him
Hook(×4)
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‘Attack Choppers II’
Hook(x1):
Fuck a leer jet, gimme attack choppers
To break these sucker niggaz off that ain't rappin' proper
Verse 1:
33, still no baby or- nuptials
Workin' even harder now to straight-up be untouchable
Grew up in these gritty streets, Memphis streets, Henny streets
Poured out for the niggaz that got caught up by they enemies
I be NFE, an' endangered's my identity
Last of a dyin' breed, mo' pride than a lion's seed
Society's denyin' me acclaim that I will die to have
Y'all don't try to grasp truth, proof like it's inside a flask
{-} I'm just dyin' to ask... do you check facts?
Or do you chase checks? Can I respect that?
Life moves at breakneck speed, my legs tortoise shells
Calf muscles heavy, knockin' trains off rails
Underground like truffles, spread spores of food for thought
Truculent an' virtuous wit'– verses that are succulent
Songs that'll suck you in, talent of a hundred men
Unrelentin' when I'm ventin' wit' gale force winds
Opportunity still lookin' fly, hands are Venus Traps
Take risks when in grasp, peep my ‘Mt. Olympus’ rap
{-} Six years ago, I showed my ass
But I– still be the freshest like mornin' dew on the grass
Hook(×1)
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‘#NOTICE (‘Otis’ FreetheStyleMIX)’
Quite versatile, but narrowed down the rhyme style
Laser-focused on them lines that'll make ya' mind smile
Hard-hittin', send shivers, a chill that make ya' spine growl
{-} I always keep it movin' like a time trial
No question, on my letters like a CAPTCHA
Waitin' for that moment I can capture
Caught up in them raptures, happy tears an' laughter
Buildin' up resolve for the pain that come after
'Cause after? –Has never ever been a happily, gradually
Skeletons, they be comin' after me, grabbin' me
Distal phalanges be sharp, heavy slashin' me
A sordid past an' I'm bound to be a casualty
Ever since my nascency, it's been hell
On this celestial sphere, just a vessel in fear
Tribulations got my soul in a state of atrophy
Can't grasp the gravitas? Then ya' dome's a cavity
{-} Middle finger to ya' life, crush the chastity belt
It's on once I brainstorm, PRIZZY rampantly pelts
Polar caps in my kitchen, niggaz rapidly melt
I want the whole world, baby, not just nationally felt
Comin'— for all mine, my due ain't just due time
Debut for the foolish minds, achin' for dude's decline
Aim for the moon then shine, hit the backdrop wit' a solar flare
My enemies didn't come to stay, but I'ma hold 'em there
Don't give a fuck where you happen to rate me
It is— duly noted if you happen to hate me
Half-asses wanna bound me up an' duct tape me
Walkin' nine milli Jericho wit' the broken safety
{-} Bein' beast just all in my nature
It's a lie if I ever said it ain't for the paper
Work hard an' excel, press on through it all
Took some L's, but them lessons are– all I recall
{–} Now I'm puttin' 'em all– on notice
Set up– an' meet quotas, killin' wit' many motives
Years passed, now older wit' wisdom of ten Yodas
Many that pen bogus, claimin' they pen coldest
Niggaz real bold nowadays, lean on 'em like italicized
Ain't livin' up, don't give 'em alibis
Fuck writin' a rap, gimme my apple pie
{-} Quarter pounder wit' cheese, plus a sack of fries
{-} Sadsack of lies, niggaz that back you are blind
Back to the back of the line, gimme ya' stacks an' ya' shine
Back to them nicks an' them dimes– you was pushin' on the corner
Six seconds away from a goner
Loner, all on a course to live lavish
That allure, make me come out in force– to establish
An empire; see me gettin' close? Feel brackish
Fools get exposed, turn bitter like horseradish
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‘#BONUS: #NFEShit: The Next Chapter’
Verse:
Niggaz thought I was done, shit's just commencin'
From the +TIP+, tryna +FOIL+ like a match of fencin'
Refusal to change an' they mad offended
Raw offensive, escaped where they had me fenced-in
{-} Said I would quit, but I wasn't pretendin'
Gave it a once over, said this ain't how it's endin'
Just gotta move back, –rework what I intended
Stick to my guns, no Second Amendment
{-} Foodforthought, full-line like vendin'
All heart an' soul, NFE's ascendin'
Say it wit' my chest, no regrets or takebacks
{-} Street-smart flow/Flo, but– no Vic Tayback
Hooks like junkyard cranes
E'ry track puttin' niggaz in a scrap heap
Sauce like mesquite, on a Havoc rap beat
Niggaz lack/lac like teats, but I'm back like Backstreet
Preach on the beat 'til they speak in tongues
Fools gettin' broiled from the heat I brung
No need to reach, go deep to build
Say it's all on YOU/EWE like sheep in a field
Or all on YOU like we finna +CRANK THAT+
{-} Take it on the road, I'ma Winnebague [Winnebago] that
Hear 'em when he flow, not a really vague cat
Moreso in ya' face, like– where the stage at
{-} Hit 'em all in they neck an' wave cap
Ain't ever gotta surf when you where the wave at
Yeah, –I been live, need a studio audience
Fools won't survive, once dude bring the slaughter in
Foolin' 'em all again, like the court jester
{-} Armstrong or Triboulet, strong an' he don't play
Stay armed wit' them bars, on Mars where he gon' stay
Peep where the chips fall, all salt like Frito-lay
{-} I'm just lettin' this shit build
No other way to put it, 'cept to tell you this shit's real
Slow an' steady does it, lettin' my heart heal
My ex fucked me over after seein' my heart spilled
Know how much I love her, now she a cold bitch
I keep pressin' on, though I'm feelin' my soul split
Same ol' song, an' you flowin' the whole shit
Karma's a muhfucka whenever the roles switch
But– hop to it, chop-chop, carry on
Head high, keep calm, good vibes? Very strong
You can count on me, Semper Fi wit' e'ry song
{-} Take it all back if I see I was ever wrong
Toss it in my stew, seasonin' when the soup's on
No more holdin' back an' hittin' y'all wit' a soupçon
Back in, back to work, throwin' my suit on
{-} I'm Sandman at Apollo, you get the boot -- gone
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‘#BONUS: Understood’
Hook(×2):
Not the realest shit I ever wrote, I'm forever real
Comin' straight– from the heart, e'rytime I pen, I kill
{-} Tell me how you feel: should I go in? Should I chill?
I just want it understood, gon' tell me what's the deal
Verse 1:
Dedicate this to them folk I lost, ain't talkin' 'bout the dead
–Talkin' 'bout them fools who be talkin' out they head
Been sleepin', let 'em rest; I got lodgin', be my guest
When they finally wake on up, I will bring it to they chest
~Em~blazoned like a crest or coat of arms, just a lyrical—
Garrote; total harm, crush ya' throat wit' folded arms
Like— Kotal Khan wit' that macuahuitl, e'ry chop'll bleed you
{-} Or them sickles, just a sicko; cannot stop the evil
I'm the +main man+ like I work on water distribution
Almost went through dissolution, heart full of disillusion
An'– that be on the real, –loss of faith I gotta face
While erasin' negativity that's fillin' up my space
Hook(×2)
Verse 2:
Life's precious, an' I'm wastin' it; success? Ain't tastin' it
Broke but still dope, though sometimes I feel like fakin' it
Night after night, dreams of makin' it, breakin' in
On my shit, an' livin' stankin' rich; it'd be great to win
{-} Sometimes I feel like dyin', or foldin' up an' cryin'
Tears wait behind a wall, keep my head up like a lion
My cardiac is shrivelin', –soul's evaporatin'
Better yet, evaporated: –steel carapace of hatred
{-} Always struggle to break the platin' an' get to the joy
End up flayed to the gristle tryna get to the boy
Playin' it coy, –only make me annoyed
On knees, pray to the Lord just to break out this void
Hook(×4)
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The third entry in this ongoing series which focuses more on my aspirations, vices and things in my life which bring me stress, as well as what brings me joy. This project was originally released in October of 2016, but I went back to the drawing board on it and decided to rewrite a few songs as well as add some new tracks. The final result is definitely something easy to #PressPlay, #VIBE and #ENJOY.
‘Passions, Stressors & Vices: PRIVATE STΩCK EP III’ tracklist:
1 The Release [Over A Beat By Riddle}
2 The Stars (On Chill) [Over A Beat By Riddle}
3 Still Dreamin': The Sequel [Over A Beat By Analogic}
4 Attack Choppers II [Over A Beat By Black Milk}
5 #NOTICE ('Otis' FreetheStyleMIX)
6 #BONUS: #NFEShit: The Next Chapter
7 #BONUS: Understood [Prod. by Wally}
NFE Da' Unaffiliated
Fuckin' Chill/Conscious Hip-Hop/Soulful Hip-Hop
Fearless Heights / E.U.C. Recordings
FH-01112022
released January 11, 2022
Fearless Heights / E.U.C. Recordings
FH-01112022